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Adritha_Kitsune
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Name: Kitty
Country: United States
State: North Dakota
Metro: Fargo
Gender: Female
Interests: Animals, especially wolves, anime, fantasy novels, A Song of Ice and Fire series, vampires, Harry Potter, Wolf's Rain, Naruto, SasunaruBig into Conservation and animal rights, but not a PETA supporter... I hunt and eat meat
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
9/10/2004
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| I haven't made an entry in awhile. Cuz my life is currently boring. But there is a promise of it getting better soon.
I got a better job at the zoo this summer. It still isn't a fulltime zookeeper position, but its better than just seasonal. I will be trained in the fulltime keeper's duties and I will fill in for whoever has the day off or whoever needs help. This means I will be dealing with the big cats, penguins, otters, giraffes, bears, primates... etc. I will be taking summer school classes online and will be taking classes in the fall and probably spring semesters from Minot State University to finish a teaching degree (I graduated from NDSU with a zoology degree last December, but I want a teaching degree as a backup plan).
This means that I will be leaving both Fargo and pet smart soon. I am sick and tired of this town to be honest. City life like this isn't for me, I need more nature, more country. I am also sick of working retail. I could bitch on and on about how much I HATE working retail. Next time I am really pissed off I might make an entry dedicated to the dumbasses that ruin my days while I kiss their asses in my retail store. Yes there are some really nice people, but there are a LOT of dumbasses that are just fucking jerks that have totally soured me. That describes my situation pretty well actually, I am totally soured by my retail job. My job has made me hate people even more than I used to, I hate corporations, hell I even hate capitalism to some degree. Its all about the fucking money, and I can't stand that. There are more important things in life than money.
Ugh, I'm just making myself angry. I'm almost done. 4 more days. 4 more days. 4 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!
I also have this weekend off from work, which means I get to spend time with Evan, and we can actully do fun stuff... like go to the zoo, and have his parents come over to make us Easter supper, and... hopefully... get totally shit faced, something I haven't done in AGES.
Evan will be staying in Fargo for a while after I leave. He has to graduate and continue working. He will move to Minot sometime at the end of May when the lease on our apartment is up.
I don't have much else to say, I'm exhausted. I have been working all closing shifts for the past 5 days, tomorrow will make 6. I am getting Itachi lines on my face. fml.
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| Things I haven't done in a long time that I really need to do sometime in the near future for my own sanity:
Gone swimming
Soaked in a hot bubble bath with candles and a good book
Watched Naruto
Gone for a walk (damn this fucking cold weather)
Found a good anime series
Read cheesy yaoi fanfiction
Looked up and obsessed over cheesy yaoi fanart
Gotten good and properly smashed, hammered, fucked up, shit faced, whatever you want to call it
I'm sure there are many more things, but I'm too lazy to list them
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| I've got more wit, a better kiss
A hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
-Panic at the Disco
So I may have made some decisions about my life... the zoo doesn't have a permanent position for me, and may not for a very long time. I have to find a more or less permanent job to pay off student loans, get health insurance, and make money for life things, like the wedding.
I don't want to do just any shit job. I'm sick of shit jobs. I'm sick of retail. Working retail is turning me into a communist (I'm not even joking, I fucking, FUCKING HATE capitalism. I HATE corporations, I hate how money driven the world is, I hate talking about profits. I hate it). I wouldn't be able to stand it if I had to find a retail job. There are a lot of things I don't want to do. I don't want to work at the local hospital. I don't want to do research. I don't want to work at the telecommunications whatever place.
So what do I want to do (besides work at the zoo)?
Well not that I REALLY REALLY WANT to do this so much as its one of the only good options I have.
I'm going to enroll at Minot State University and do online classes. I'm going to get my teaching certificate as a biology teacher.
I had originally wanted to be an english teacher when I first thought my freshman year that zoology was too hard. I quit the teaching program for 2 reasons: 1) it was so easy I was bored out of my mind, and 2) I had to take english classes, teaching classes, AND zoology classes when I decided to double major, and it was waaaaaaay too much, and my adviser said it would take me around 6 years to graduate that way. So I dropped the english education part.
So I will probably be working fulltime at petsmart and taking online classes from MSU. Then Evan and I will be moving to Minot in May when he graduates, and I will work at the zoo in the summer and probably take more online classes.
I haven't talked to anyone at MSU yet, we can't get a hold of anyone yet, but I've read what I probably need to take, and what is available online.
So thats my plan for the next few months.
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| I am DONE with college. Graduating on Saturday.
College has exhausted me. Can't think anymore. My brain broke. It exploded. No brain cells left. Thanks NDSU. You burned me out. I'm ready for retirement now.
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| I'd post more but nothing ever happens to me. Maybe thats a good thing, it means nothing bad is happening at any rate.
I'd post pictures but I don't have any. I took my camera home over thanksgiving but didn't have any batteries for it, and was not willing to brave the black friday or black weekend crowd to get some.
I've been doing nothing but homework since the week before Thanksgiving. I'm finally nearly done. I am writing my 10 page literary argument paper right now. Its on how I think Steinbeck meant to promote paganism (rituals and blood sacrifice, including animal and human self-sacrifice) in his book To a God Unknown, rather than promoting teleological thinking. Its horrible.
I got nothin.
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